I Don't Know If I Should

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I don't know if I should text you because I don't know if seeing my name light up on your phone makes you smile.

There are times I want to pick up the phone and call you...

but I don't know if that's okay.

I don't want to take up more room in your life than I'm supposed to.

So I don't know if I should text you.

Or call you.

Or ask you to hang out.

Because as much as I want to...

I don't know how any of it is being received.

When you're getting to know somebody...
there's always that moment where you stop wondering if you should...

and you just know.

Maybe it's an unprompted good morning.

Maybe it's a random phone call after work.

Maybe it's a meme at midnight because something 

made them think of you.

Something.

Anything.

I'm more than happy to reach across the void.

I just don't know if I should.

Because reaching across that void...

means somebody has to reach back.

Not every time.

Not the same way.

Just...

enough that I know I'm not reaching into empty space.

...

But I don't know if I should...

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